Tuesday, December 22, 2009

J I V I T


Jivit

Mon’xachem jivit zaun asa eka varean bhorlolea poskottea vo udkachea bombaddea bhaxen. Varean bhorlolo poskotto vo udkacho bombaddo keddna funtolo vo virgun vetolo tem konnakuch khobor aso nam. Voir udon vetolea poskottear thodea velan nodor marlear amchea nodre bhair pavchea adinch funttun veta. Tech bhaxen eka mon’xachem jivit.

Mon’xank jivit mellunk Devachem ek dhennem. Monis jivit jiyeta fokott ekuch pavtti. Dhekun mon’xean aplem jivit fuloun, orthabhorit korunk zai. Kiteak monis hea sonvsarant ekuch pavtti zolm gheta ani ekuch pavtti tachea jivit togtha. Hea sonvsarant jiyepacho ekuch dam soeg favtta. Mhontoch, mon’xan aplea jivtant ekdom chotrayen panvlam marunk zai.

Inglex bhaxeantlean ek mhonni asa. An unexamined life is not worth living. (Choukoxi korinaslem jivit jiyeop ortha bhorit nhoi) Tea khatir mon’xean aplea jivitachi sodanch chovkosi korop ekdom faideachem, kiteak mhonnlear jeddna monis aplea jivitachi choukoxi korta teddna taka tachem jivit koxem asa, koso jiyeta, khoinsor panvlam ghalta hachi dor ek mahiti mellta. Tea pasot mon’xean apleakuch thoddoso vell diunk zai ani jedna monis oxem korta tedna, taka jivitachim suntram khoim panvleant tachi zanvikay zata.

Aichea somazant zaite zonn Devan dilolem jivit ogddaitat. Na tor amchea tornattechea jivitacher nodor marum-ia. Aichea tornatteachem jivit borench churchureanchem dista. He tornatte apleachem jivit ibhadttat. Koxe toren te ibhadtat zait? Zauum tim vikalim vogddam khavun (drugs), sigerett-bidi fuskaun, soreak lobdun ani naka zalolea kodden ling (sex) sombhondh zhoddun AIDS piddent jivitachi vat-laitat ani apleach hatamni odruxtti jinn kortat. Tonatteamno, oslea vait vesnank boli poddun tujem jivit ibaddchea poros koslem borem kam’ korun, orthabhorit jivit jiyeunk xik.
Toxench zaite zonn atmaghat korun borelem jivit sompoitat. Atmaghat kiteak mhunn kortat zait? Lhanxe karonank lagun monis apleachea jititacho sontenas korta.

Oddchoneank fuddo korunk zai naslolean. monis jiv ditat punn, tech oddchoneank avhan divn jivit fuddem dukhol’lolem zalear jiv ditolea mon’xacho jiv sugur urta aslo. Az nhi falleam tujea jivitant upraslollem modd thondd zaun vetolem. Punn tuzo jiv porot yetolo? Punn monis zaun asa ek bhizudd. Avhanank fuddem korche bodlek bhiyeun aplea jivacho nas korta toslo. Mon’xea tuzo jiv ogddainaka punn avhanank fuddo korun jiye...

Zaite monis koslea, na koslea piddek sampddon volvoltat tedna, apleak jiv naka mhonn dotorak sagon aplo jiv kaddunk laitat. Dotorak kosloch hok’kh nam tea mon’xeacho jiv kaddpak kiteak, hea prannicho jiv rochtolo zaun asa ekloch Rochnar Dev anik ho jiv fokot Devacheanuch kaddunk zata.

Tor mon’xeak kosloch hok’kh nam aplea jivacho idvas korunk, nhoi mhunn mon’xeak kosloch hok’kh nam atmaghat korunk. Jeddna Dev tuka apoita teddna tuvem vochunk zai. Tea pasot mon’xea, tuka hea sonvsarant ekuch pautti jiyeunk mellta teddna tujea jivitacho boro upeog kor. Tuka, tujea jivitacher kosloch hok’kh nam punn fokot Devakuch tujea jivitacher hok’kh asa kiteak, Tannem tuka rochla ani to zaun asa tujea jivitacho Dhoni ani nhoi tum.

Nimanne itlench havem sangchem. Mon’xea tujea jivacho idvas kori nakai punn tujem jivit folladdik, orthabhorit korunk vavur. Monant ghott ugddas dhovor. Tum hea sonvsarant ekuch pautti yetai, dhekun tuje jivit huskea mekllem zaunk Devacho adar mag.


Fr. Teo Fernandes, OCD
http://teofernandes.blogspot.com/2009/12/j-i-v-i-t.html

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