AMCHIM ZANTTELIM
- Fr. Teo Fernandes
Hanv lhan astanam mhojea ajechea fuddent nidhunk mhaka ekdom borem lagtalem. Ti keddnam kai nidhunk xendri ghalteli hi vatt polloit hanv astalom. Ani ekdam tinnem xendri ghaltoch mhojim dusrim bhaynnam (siblings) yeunche poilinch hanv tiche khakyent vochun oxem mhontalom, “Aje, mhaka ek kanni sang mu ghe.” Magir ticheo Kole-Koliancheo, Raja-Raniecho, RajKunvor-Kunvricheo ani toxench Santam Bhoktancheo kannieo mhaka aikunk melltaleo. Ajecho kannio aikotam-aikotam mhaka sust nidh poddtali.
Ghorant azo vo aji asop mhonnlear ek dhirvem toxich zagrutai. Azo ani aji zavn asat mogacho sagor natram ani potrank. Kiteak kai mhonnlear jeddna bhurgeancho avoi-bapui kamank vetat teddna bhurgeank favo titlo vell divnk tankam mellonam ani oxem toren bhurgeam sovem unno zatlo mog ani apurbai, azo vo aje vorvim bhorunk yeta. Jivitachem dukh-sukh zanttea mon’xanim chaklam ani onnbhovlam. Bhurgeank kitem borem ani vaitt hi xiddkavnni divn fuddaracho marg dakhovpak tanche thaim zannvayechim bhanddaram astat. Eke bhoxen amchean mhonnonk yeta, amchim zanttim zavn asat divo uzvaddacho.
Punn kotta! Konknnintlean ek mhonni asa ‘moddlolea khursak konn chepem kaddta?’ Hi adleanchi mhonn’nni khoreaninch aichea khallak lagu zata. Aiz-kal zantteanchi ghoram vo ajilam (home for the aged) zaleant choddam. Vheta tea ganvant amkam zantteanchim ghoram melltat. Anik hea ghoranim tuka konn gavta zait? Konnuch tanchea fattlean naslelim? Nam! Tankam khaxelim put-dhuvo asonui-i hea zanttea ghoranim tanchem bhirad zalam. Koslea gunevank lagon tim zantteachea ghorant pavlim zait? Haka zaitim karanam asat:
Poilem kharan: Put vaddon borem unchlem xikop ghevn nokrek ravtoch dog-chogam modim bhonvunk laglea uprant taka aplea zanttea ani xikop naslelea avoi-bapaichi loz dista ani aplea ghora bhair vorun hea zanttelea ghorant dovortat. Punn hanv mhonntam, osle put avoichea pottant astanam ani ti vhodlem pott gheun bhonvtanam tika loz disonk nam kai? – Chintt papia ani niall kor. Zalear atam xikon, vaddon, bore nokrek laglai hem bhag tuka konnem favo kelem zait? Hem bhag tuka favo zalem fokot tujea tea xinkop naslelea zanttea avoi ani bapaik lagon. Oxem nhoi?
Dusrem kharan: Put kazar zatoch ghorant bail haddtta. Bail bhitor sorli mhonntoch ghorachi vhoddil zavnk soddta ani sasu maim-paim lagim gorje viret kismisanvam korun tankam ghora bhair dhukolta. Sun mhonnta, apunn vhodd xikili sobit disteli ostori hea zanttele vidrup (ugly) moddlelea khursam sangata ravun unneponn bhogchem poddta ani mattrim ghorant sobhonant mhonnon tankam ajilachi vatt dakhoitat. Punn hanv mhonntam zor tor ghorkarachea avoi-bapain chddeak zolmak haddunk naslo zalear koso to cheddvak mellpacho? Ek ghott ugdass dovor cheddva. Tum atam pollevnk sobit distai. Kuddin torne asai. Jednam tuji pirai vaddtoch ani tuje mateache kens dove zatoch tumvui-i hea bhesar pavtelem ani magir gomtolem sonvsar kitlo koddu ani godd poi to. Dekhun tuje sasu mai-paik man ani respet di. Kazar zatoch tim tujinch avoi ani bapui mhonn somzun ghevnk zai. Tumkam vhodd polasi sarkelem ghor astanam mattareanchea ghorant ghalinakai. Tumchea ghorant dhovorat ani tumcho mog moipas tankam dhakoitat teddnam tumcher Devacho axirvad astolo, ani bori segunanchi sun mhonn lok pachartolo. Jea mapan tum ditai teach mapan tuka melltelem.
Putan sobit novem ghor bandlem mhonntoch zanttelim ghorant asop mhonnchem thoddea put-sunnank ek addkoll koxi zata. Tanchem mattarponn nazuk bhongleant sobhonam, ani bailechem aikun zaitea putanim aplea khaxelea maim-paik vhorun ajilant ghatleant. Cheddea, jeddna tum lhan asloi teddna ghoracheo vontteo tujea hatanim tumvem teo tambdeo kel’leo, Tuji soimbacheo gorzo soglleo tumvem ghorantuch kel’lo, zalear tea vellar tuka tannim onath bhurgeanchea ashramant vhorun dhovorlolo zalear tujem kitem zatelem aslem? Hacho matxe tori niall kela tumi?
Put-sunannim soddanch ek ugdas dovorcho. Tumchea zantte avoi-bapaicho mog korcho. Tankam man-respetachi vagnnunk di-at. Povitr Pustokant Efezkarank oxem boroilelem asa “Jim konn aplea avoi anik bapaik man ditat tim lamb jivit jiyetat”. Dekhun puta ani sunnannim tumchea zanttea avoi-bapaichi apurbai korchi. Konknintlean ek mhonn’nni asa “Korit tea mapan bhogit”. Hem zavn asa sot. Tumchea zantte avoi- bapaik mhattareanchea ghorant ghatlim zalear faleam tumchim bhurgim tumkai vhorun tech mhatareachea ghorant vo ajilant ghaltelint. Kiteak tumchim bhurgim tumchi vagnnunk polletat anik tumchea koddlean tim xiktat. Tumchea bhurgeank zai azo ani azi vo grandma vo grandpa, jim zavn asat amchea ghorache dhirvem, dhan anik bhandaram zanvayechem.
Tor amchea hea zantteank tanche zantte pirayer mog divn tanchea jivitacho onnbhov aikun ani ghevn soddanch amchea ghorant tankam poilo zago divum-ia. Tednanch oslea kuttumbachea ghorabeacher Devacho axirvad astolo.
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23/11/2007
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